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Guidance
03:50
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There is a son
Who breathes the cold dry air
Waiting second after second with nothing to bare
Why is he there
Standing all alone
Seams to be the only one without a home
Brush the dust
And see what's underneath
You see, to me it's clear
I am the son
I breath the cold dry air
Waiting second after second with nothing to bare
But I still care
I've waited my whole life
I've tried and tried and all I get is the last bite
I put my head down
If for only a moment
When a man walked by and spoke to me from his heart
And he told me one thing
One notion of thought
"Don't think about it, it's not worth your time"
That runs through my head
Every day that goes by
And if there's one thing I've learn
I am the son
I breath the cold dry air
Waiting second after second with nothing to bare
But I still care
I've waited my whole life
I've tried and tried and all I get is the last bite
There is a sun
I am the son
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Like A Brother
03:25
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I never wrote this song
Because I knew I was wrong to think that you and me were close
We're not
Please come home
You just ran the fuck away
Didn't even call to say "hey"
Every time I started to cry
I just thought about what you would say
"You're not alone
I'm on the fighting line
My life is cold as stone
Bombs and missals are my only friends
Everyone else is missing or unknown"
I want to be there for you
If you could stop hiding in the sands
I could be your best friend
Like a brother, just let me in
I never wrote this son
Cuz I thought you'd think I was stupid
And all the times I burn the words you write
You write me another line
Could you write me just one fucking time
You just ran the fuck away
Didn't even call to say "hey"
Every time I started to cry
I just thought about what you would say
"I want to be there for you
If you could stop hiding in the sands
I could be your best friend
Like a brother, just let me in"
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Broke
01:01
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Sitting here staring at the wall
Contemplating all the things that make me tick
You make me sick
Feeling sorry for yourself never got you help
You gotta be like me
You gotta feel for free
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Deadbeat
04:29
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You wanted me to be the best that I could be
When you never showed me
The very best that you could be
From the bottom of my heart
I see a man I want to be but couldn't be
You are nothing like me
I know you're watching me watch you fail
I can see the look in your eyes you're getting pale
Please lose your blues
Know that I don't give a fuck I could live without you
Time and time again
I wanted to tell you I love you
I forgive you
But I can't hold you
Oh, god what have I done, the hero I had
I learned he's just a man
All from a selfish plan
You'll never know, but when I left her
I only wanted to flee from the pain and the struggling
I didn't care about your situation or your patience
I never meant to make this worse for you
I'm sorry
I know you're watching me watch you fail
I can see the look in your eyes you're getting pale
Please lose your blues
Know that I don't give a fuck I could live without you
Dear Father
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Runaway
03:40
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I'm in a cold room hiding by myself with stone walls. Feels like a fucking cell. The progress I've made has dug me a grave. The teachings you gave, I stayed away.
You pushed me down Ma. Never showing that you really felt low Ma, how was I supposed to know the love that you showed was there all alone. I thought you were cold when you saw me as gold.
I need some fucking help. I shouldn't have left you, I'm sorry.
I left you crying. I didn't know that my weight would make you bend, but you're my mother. You showed me love won't end.
You pushed me down Ma. Never showing that you really felt low Ma, how was I supposed to know the love that you showed was there all alone. I thought you were cold when you saw me as gold.
You birthed a monster but you're a saint. You birthed a coward, you are the rain coming down like a hurricane in a well. You showed me that there's love in hell.
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