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Deadbeat

by Hara kiri

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1.
Guidance 03:50
There is a son Who breathes the cold dry air Waiting second after second with nothing to bare Why is he there Standing all alone Seams to be the only one without a home Brush the dust And see what's underneath You see, to me it's clear I am the son I breath the cold dry air Waiting second after second with nothing to bare But I still care I've waited my whole life I've tried and tried and all I get is the last bite I put my head down If for only a moment When a man walked by and spoke to me from his heart And he told me one thing One notion of thought "Don't think about it, it's not worth your time" That runs through my head Every day that goes by And if there's one thing I've learn I am the son I breath the cold dry air Waiting second after second with nothing to bare But I still care I've waited my whole life I've tried and tried and all I get is the last bite There is a sun I am the son
2.
I never wrote this song Because I knew I was wrong to think that you and me were close We're not Please come home You just ran the fuck away Didn't even call to say "hey" Every time I started to cry I just thought about what you would say "You're not alone I'm on the fighting line My life is cold as stone Bombs and missals are my only friends Everyone else is missing or unknown" I want to be there for you If you could stop hiding in the sands I could be your best friend Like a brother, just let me in I never wrote this son Cuz I thought you'd think I was stupid And all the times I burn the words you write You write me another line Could you write me just one fucking time You just ran the fuck away Didn't even call to say "hey" Every time I started to cry I just thought about what you would say "I want to be there for you If you could stop hiding in the sands I could be your best friend Like a brother, just let me in"
3.
Broke 01:01
Sitting here staring at the wall Contemplating all the things that make me tick You make me sick Feeling sorry for yourself never got you help You gotta be like me You gotta feel for free
4.
Deadbeat 04:29
You wanted me to be the best that I could be When you never showed me The very best that you could be From the bottom of my heart I see a man I want to be but couldn't be You are nothing like me I know you're watching me watch you fail I can see the look in your eyes you're getting pale Please lose your blues Know that I don't give a fuck I could live without you Time and time again I wanted to tell you I love you I forgive you But I can't hold you Oh, god what have I done, the hero I had I learned he's just a man All from a selfish plan You'll never know, but when I left her I only wanted to flee from the pain and the struggling I didn't care about your situation or your patience I never meant to make this worse for you I'm sorry I know you're watching me watch you fail I can see the look in your eyes you're getting pale Please lose your blues Know that I don't give a fuck I could live without you Dear Father
5.
Runaway 03:40
I'm in a cold room hiding by myself with stone walls. Feels like a fucking cell. The progress I've made has dug me a grave. The teachings you gave, I stayed away. You pushed me down Ma. Never showing that you really felt low Ma, how was I supposed to know the love that you showed was there all alone. I thought you were cold when you saw me as gold. I need some fucking help. I shouldn't have left you, I'm sorry. I left you crying. I didn't know that my weight would make you bend, but you're my mother. You showed me love won't end. You pushed me down Ma. Never showing that you really felt low Ma, how was I supposed to know the love that you showed was there all alone. I thought you were cold when you saw me as gold. You birthed a monster but you're a saint. You birthed a coward, you are the rain coming down like a hurricane in a well. You showed me that there's love in hell.

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A collection of songs recorded throughout the years. Each song represents a time in our lives that we'll never forget.

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HK

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released August 13, 2017

PG, KG, MI, TL, SL, NG, BL

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